I have finally gotten a hang of my cardio! I am feeling much better. I am getting to bed earlier, and I am finishing all of my meals. The only bad thing is, that I am starting to get hungry more often. I catch myself wanting to grab an extra rice cake or an extra 1/4 cup of oatmeal. But, this is a better problem to have then what I was having before. I am starting to enjoy working out 2 times a day. Now, I did not say I enjoy cardio twice a day, but I do like how I feel knowing that I have completed my workouts for the day.
I am still having the dilemma of whether or not I should switch and compete in bikini or if I should just stick with figure like I had planned. I already have my suit for figure and I don't have one for bikini, also bikini is more expensive to compete in, and I am stretching my budget as it is. I just feel like I am a little too small and soft to be competing in figure. I want to do well in my first competition, and by well I mean place top 5, which I don't think I will. It's my fault though, I let myself cave 1 too many times.
Now that I am getting to the home stretch, I am wanting more and more to get to the night after the show. I can not wait to eat Bar-b-Que, Chinese food, Mexican food, cookies, and the thing I miss the most....CEREAL! I miss my Cinnamon Toast Crunch! I am going to eat an entire box of it that weekend....I can just picture it now.....mmmmmm :)
Until then, all I can do is imagine myself eating all of my favorite foods. I told myself, that I am only going to indulge for no longer than 2 weeks after my show. I want to maintain the body that I have worked so hard to get. I am going to learn how to cook and eat cleaner, which I have been slowly learning since I started. And there is no way I am going to be able to give up eating 6 times a day. I LOVE eating every 2.5 to 3 hours. I should have been doing this the whole time. I love knowing that if I am hungry, its not going to be that much longer before I get to eat again.
Until next time!
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